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Messagesyou'llneverget. I wrote your name in the sand
To say that I love you
I love you and now you can't
Love me
Like you used to
I can't help but blame myself
As I write your name
Across my stomach
Where you used to stroke
I miss you
And I wonder
If you can see me
I dream you're just
Around
The
Corner
But I never get there in timeMessagesyou'llneverget. by ~InAndOutOfTimeHeart

What's wrong? Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Say it three times
And maybe
Just maybe
It'll come true
And she'll come back to lifeWhat's wrong? by ~InAndOutOfTimeHeart

becauseidon'twantto. if i had my own world
i'd build you an empire
full of sunshine
and glitter
where i could keep you safe
keep you alive
if i had my own world
i'd build you an empire
full of sunshine smiles
and glitter eyes
where i could keep you safe always
and alive forever
because no matter how much breath
i have in my lungs
it will never be enough
to say
goodbye.becauseidon'twantto. by ~InAndOutOfTimeHeart

evenifwedon'tgetthere. let us walk
into the sunset
and disappear
in a flash of blue
like you always
wanted
because i can't stand this living
and i just want to make you
happy
smile
laugh
so let's take a walk
and do anything
everything
you've ever wanted to
because i love you
and if you want to go
to the end of the world
then that's where
i'll take youevenifwedon'tgetthere. by ~InAndOutOfTimeHeart

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Broken heart, feeling insecure.

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 11:46 AM

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I feel sick - too much bacon

I have too much homework, I'm drowning in it

School is going to kill me soon.
And Ruby, my new friend, I'm so sorry for your loss

I have a confession, I cut sometimes[alot]. And right now, I'm not handling it very well AT ALL. It just seems one thing after another.

My ex-girlfriend died. Killed herself. I don't know how and her family won't tell me EXACTLY when! They hated me because they hated her being gay. So me by extension. She died while I was out of the country, and I cam back to see my email inbox full of emails starting with 'I miss you' to 'I want this to fucking end'. And then they stop.

I miss her. I want to call her. But I can't anymore.

xo

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Mood: Tired
Listening to: 21 Guns- Green Day
Reading: 4 books at the same time.
Watching: time fly by when I'm not watching
Playing: becomeperfectnomatterwhat.
Drinking: water.

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~blacKeyEdSaRaH Jun 2, 2010

(: i tagged you [link]

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never shut up.

~bleachbrynneko Feb 15, 2010

where did you go?

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~Gacuss Jan 21, 2010

Thanks You for the fav!

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~addictedtogerardway Nov 25, 2009

hey

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